Wednesday, September 28, 2005

Farewell my Annie

I will be leaving again soon, time is so short for us. Kung kailan pa naman tayo nagkakamabutihan, paalis na naman ako. I am so sorry for all the troubles I have caused. I will be leaving with a bitter heart, sad because I will miss you very badly. PLEASE keep in touch...

Friday, September 23, 2005

Words I Wanted To Hear

I can't remember the last time my dearest ANNIE said the words "I LOVE YOU" to me but last night she did! My heart jumped for joy. I can't describe the feeling. After all these months of silence, our relationship is again on track.

Sad thing is that I am going to leave again for Australia and I will be leaving her behind again. To you my dear ANNIE, please bear in mind that you are my one and only, even though we are apart, you can be sure that I will be forever faithful.

I can't wait for the time we'll be together in Australia. I hope you can read this...


Tuesday, September 20, 2005

My Prayers Are Answered

Annie texted me last night. She inquired about PPS oral examination. I guess it was a SIGN I was waiting for. We texted up to the wee hours of the morning and was able to settle some but IMPORTANT issues regarding our relationship.

I am glad that her LOVE for me is still there. She assured me of that. For me that's the greatest words I ever heard from her for ages. I can't remember when was the last time she said the words "i love you" to me.

I hope this is the start of something "new" and lasting relationship. As the song of Jim Brickman goes.... "'cause baby I believe that love will find a way"

Monday, September 19, 2005

Computer Virus

I am back after days of hybernating. My computer bogged down, a F*%king worm caught up on it (it had been restarting over and over by itself). I had to reformat my whole HD, luckily I saved most of my files. But now I am back on line!

At the same time I had another bout of upper respiratory tract infection (fever and cough). Good thing my immune defenses are still working. Still I was able to join and finish our badminton tournament.

Today and the other night, I am in a depressed mood. So depressed I can't even stand up from bed. My mind was/is thinking of ANNIE again.


Wednesday, September 14, 2005


Its almost a year now since our relationship sailed to a rocky part of the ocean. I was hoping for a second lease of life when I came home 11 days ago from a 3 month holiday. But alas.... I guess some people are STUBBORN enough not to change their attitude for the better, not even sacrificing a little a bit for someone they love. (i reckon that the love is gone)

Why are there people who instead of taking sides with you almost always contradict all your thoughts, insigts, beliefs and what have you??? They say OPPOSITES ATTRACT but in my case that not always right! What I need is someone to be on my side not someone who will favor everybody except me.

I've been hurt before but this is my biggest torture of my life. I suffered enough and I have to end this for me to live a better and healthy life!

And to my supposed "DESTINY" I hope you'll find peace and happiness because you deserve better.


Thursday, September 08, 2005

Another FUNNY website

I found another funny website.... "angry alien" click on it and have fun!

Tuesday, September 06, 2005

Alienated in my own turf

Its been 3 days since my arrival here in the Philippines. So much have change especially in our place. Many faces are not familiar to me. Chaos everywhere. I can't tolerate the noise, the dirt, the not so very friendly people anymore. Maybe I am over reacting but hey, you should experience it yourself. PLEASE bring me back to sydney. I miss my family very much!!!

Friday, September 02, 2005


After 3 months of winter, I am down to 1 day of stay here in sydney. Tomorrow I will be on my way to Manila. I will miss my family here. 1 month is still 1 month. The good thing is I'll get to see Annie. I am looking forward to it.